hi,to all Ilanders.

I dont know why in me is this incestive feeling is growing like anything.Actually my family is very much customary one, they dont accept such type of a behaviour from me.But I am very much attracted towards a type of relation,apart from marriage.I feel to keep a relationship which is only ment for sex.I dont know whether this is good or bad,but my mind always asks for such a type of relation(sex).
I usually read sex books,watch sex movies,in friend circle also we casually use to talk about sex.I think that may be the reason why I am like this.Please suggest me Is this is good?should I enjoy life as I want till I get married? or I should get into to customary habbits? as I am 26 year old is this is a common feeling in every one?

Please write to me.